This is all about me that I can remember, from the time I was born to now, I don't think alot will read that, but I wanted to write it down...

The first breathe I took was on the 24th of June in 1993, in Woluwe-st-Lambert, Belgium.

It was late in the evening, and I had just born.

I discovered a house with my brother, Sebastien, in those times he was 4, and a cat, Charlotte, only one year orlder than me, and my mum and dad.

At the age of 5, I met my first love, Xavier, 2 years older than me, in my first 'school', in Belgium.
We then found Simba, my third cat (the second one was caramel but I don't remember anything of him) in a cardboard box, but he left one day and never came back.

I skiped a year, but then had to re-do another since I was too young to enter the year above, for that year, I changed school, and went to the Lycee Francais Jean-Monnet for 3 years, until the age of 8.
I met my best friend there, Marie. We were both new to the school and were in the same class. She was crying the first time I met her, and I went to comfort her.
On the same day, I met my second love, but I don't even remember his name, I remember he was Spanish, and that I got grounded alot 'because' of him.
In that year, we've found Felix, my 4th cat, which is not in this world another.
2 years went, and I started learning english with my mum as teacher, as well as german with another teacher, thought we only learnt songs amd poems and such.

Then another year went by, I was 8 and it was time for me and my family to move to England, because my father had found another job.
I discovered another school, the European School in Culham, near Abingdon.
2 years later, I got a rare dissease, hand foot and mouth, which is the equivalant of foot and mouth for cows. I had crutchers for 6 weeks and after this I've had fever for 2 weeks. I skipped alot of school, but still managed to follow, letting me quit primary and go to secondary.
During that same year, I've noticed my father's attitude changing, he forced me to drink alcohol and I was really scared of him.
One day we saw him in town with another woman, when he told us he was going to see his boss.

In secondary, I met Heidi, she was new that year (2004-2005 in case you lost track) and she's now the best friend I've ever met, but she's not my best friend, because that place in my heart is for Marie.

During that year my parents divorced, I've done alot of suicide tries, but always thought of what my mom told me once : 'If it wasn't for you two, I would have killed myself long ago.'. And when I thought about this I always quit my plans, because I didn't want her to suffer.

During that year I also opened this site and met alot of new friends, and the online life was a way for me to get out of the depression I've been through. It was like a new home. It helped e alot through my problems, for some reasons I liked it when I was talkign to someone I didn't even know properly.

I'm now in FS2 (french secondary 2) and I study italian with a real big fat cow as teacher, english in which class we all sleep, french, maths, computer technology, music, art, sports, textiles, science, history, geography and 'morale'.

That's it, you know what I've been through. I'm open to everything, if you want to talk, then email me or tag me, I love mails ^_^